In 2.5 weeks I have been...

Update: I am not going to Thailand anymore (right now).  BUT I am going to Africa!  

In the past 2.5 weeks, I have lived some of the hardest days of my life with God.  I have questioned His goodness, His faithfulness, His words spoken to me... He has had others question my character, my choices, and my faith.  Again, it has not been easy.  

Sunday evening, I sat in a prayer room in Toledo OH with just me, my journal, bible, pen and God.  I waited on Him to sta